Woa! Finally,I AM BLOGGING!! Haha. I think its been 2weeks or close to it. What a great feeling :D. I'm sure i'll lose it half way through writing this thing. haha. Oh well.

Puasa is here, damn. Thats not good. I like eating! :), but i hate getting FAT :(. I think its good that i'm fasting. I get to lose some fats and slim down abit. I should exercise while i fast. Hmm, i get to tone my body faster. hahaha. But haiya lazy lah. XD. The thing i hate the most about fasting is i have to find ways to occupy all the time spaces when i eat. It makes me notice that i do eat alot. wow! I'm so shocked!

On the other note, still didn't get my car =.=. Waiting for the number plate i guess. Its special! :D. The vios will be KAX 3. Thats my sisters number from my dad. My number will be KBX 3. While my little brothers number plate will be KCX 3(when he grows up). See the connection? haha

TRIALS! is a week left! I can do it! If i don't sleep the whole week =.=. Haha! Art students have art paper earlier. Aiya, easy lah. Its only art. Nothing to it but to do it!! XD. I shall work hard to do well. I will really try!

Hmm, i think i'm actually crapping. But what the hey! i'm trying to get myself in the mood to blog again. Its not really working. My mama left for Holland on Monday. I feel so lonely, to me she's the closes person i have to myself. We have lots in common and i don't know when's the next time i get to see her :'(. Haih.

Anyhoo, Babe. Your so addictive and i'm so head over heals for you. I'm absolutely crazy in love with you. I'm sorry i don't really show it and i leave you hanging most of the time XD. You give me butterflies in my stomach everytime you touch me. We may not have anything in common but thats the way i like it. I love doing new things with you. You make me feel so doba! And i love seeing you smile cause it makes me smile too. haha. But i'm sure you already know all this. :D

I'm currently addicted to this wonderful song call Check Yes Juliet by We The Kings.

Here are the lyrics :

I really don't have the mood to blog much anymore, and it's really been a struggle just to post an entry. But i love this blog. haha. I don't want it to go to waste. So i will keep striving to post more! That shall be a new goal! :D

Well, Sunday went to test drive some Toyota cars. Okay lah 3 to precise. The Rush, the Yaris and the Vios. Getting a new car, but sadly have to share with my dear sister. How grand, but i don't really mind. Anything is better than my big MiniBus.

So its decided, the Vios it is!! Blueish-greyish colour sumore!! =.=.

Who says anime is for losers babe <3

You make me feel so DoBa :D

TODAY was awsome-ness. Klang was good.
But anywhere with you is like wonderland.
Babe, your all I want. Babe, your all i need.
Love you~

Bring your fat cheeks here - Sean :D

Haiya! I'm losing the interest to blog with each passing day. That's not good. But I'm really trying. haha. Its like everytime i have the semangat to blog i'm never at the computer. Bad timing.

Holidays are here, and i know its gonna be very hectic for me. Let me plan out what i think my holiday is gonna be like. Tuition(everyday)+ car shopping(with dad)+ going out(Sean time)+ Study(alone)+ spending time with my Mama+ Lepaking with friends+ Study session(friends)+ Afiqah time+ sleep. Not to mention my alone time with myself. haha.

My mama and my sisters came back on Wednesday. Zarina starts college on Tuesday and my mama and my baby sister are here for the holdays. I think their mainly here to see the family before fasting month comes along. Its so nice seeing them again. I really missed my mama. I feel very close to her cause we have alot in common or i have alot of her in me compared to my dad. I have her blurness. haha.

School was ok ok. Friday rocked. We didn't learn anything at all!! Hahaha. Should i be happy? or sad? We didn't learn cause the Japanese exchange students came. And they had some performances in the courtyard. It wasn't only me who took the oppertunity to ponteng k. I'm sure many students did.

Today was so so, had to follow my mum and my baby bother to a playdate. God, seeing all the little kids play bowling made me feel sleepy. haha. After that we went to Bangsar to do the fitting for my baju raya and try some idea for my prom dress. It was boring but nice to spend time with my ibu. Gonna cook with her tomorrow. Its what we do to bond. haha.

I hope i get to wake up late tomorrow. I know its unhealthy, so i wont sleep so late tonight and try to wake up before 11am.

I love spending time with you. Even when we don't do anything. And Even when we don't talk. I'm just so happy to be next  to you. Your my thunder. :)

I can ride my bike with no handlebars - Flobots

Today was jjust another day, for me i mean. But to everyone else it was a day full of National Service hype! hahah. There were tears, smiles, jumping of joy, kicking doors, frowns, sigh's of relief and the occasional NOOOOOO!!!!!

But seriously, What the Hell lah! So many people actually got selected to go. I remember last year only a hand full of students got chosen from our school form 5 batch. As i recall only 19 lah!! Why the hell is it so much now! My class alone makes up half the amount of last year students.

Now for my day, WOA! Perdagangan or commerce was like shit! My teacher was so freaking pms-ing. I know your pergnant lady, but relax! its not good for you nor is it for the baby to be angry and stressed out. Seriously! i know. My stepmum was like that the whole of the months she was with my brother. No joke! Everyday i would hear her screaming at my maid. Don't worry people not maids were harmed before, during or after that time. Not physically lah, maybe mentally. I don't really want to know.

It felt kinda weird not wearing Sean's watch today. I didnt wear it on purpose but because i forgot about it while rushing to school. I'm more dependent of it now. Is that a good thing? haha. I think cause in class its what keeps me close to you. :D

Well, had dinner alone. Don't go all sad on me just yet. It was my choice to do so. The reason why is cause my parents wanted to eat an early dinner and i just dinner feel hungry at that time. Dude! who would have dinner at 6.40? Thats like super duper EARLY!! Owh, plus the fact my anime was on tv during the time also contributing to reason. :D.

Speaking of anime! hehe.

TADA!!!

 
Rukawa!! :D

I didn't put a picture of him before so i decided i would. Not bad huh! He's my companion at night and whenever i watch anime. haha.

Fats are cool - Sean :D

God! i'm so tired lah. I don't know what's wrong with me. In school i was falling asleep in class. Mainly during economic. haha. I was late for tution today or my teacher was like freaking early! So i didn't have time to bath first. =.=. I actually think i'm writing crap right now. haha. Cause my heads not in blogging at the moment.

Anyhoo, school. Eh! Catherine! Why lah didn't come. I know lah got piano exams, but tomorrow the other woman not coming! she got her Kiwanis thingy. hahha. Haiya, why lah gossip girls. Its like i rarely have time to spend with the both of you now. :(

I promised someone i would think bout something. And i will, but you have to give me time.

Does it really matter about being labeled? Does it really change a thing? I don't know, can't think now. haha. Just so tired.

You had me at Hello~ :D

Today was an awsome day!! I don't really want to give alot of details. But i had a hot DATE with you all know who. We bonded even more and I really enjoyed myself. I'm sure he did too. I think. Owh! WTH Nick! Seriously POTONG STEAM!!!! Yess, Nick went to the same place to eat as we did =.=. Never heard of privacy ah? Haha. Ish! TSK TSK.

I don't really know what to blog about lately, everythings been so magical. :D. I don't want it to stop. I'm so addicted. Hahaha. i think this song should clear things up.

Want to but I can't help it.
I love the way it feels.
This got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real.
I need it when I want it.
I want it when I don't.
Tell myself I'd stop everyday,
Knowing that I won't

I've got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don't know if i would quit
But I doubt it. I'm,
Taken by the thought of it..

And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction.
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move...but I like it,

Understand now :D

When I walk into a room, all i see is you :]

I seriously don't know what to blog about lately. Everyday has been more and more enjoyable and happier. Haha. I have been downloading more good songs lately! Thats good! I'm currently addicted to Jonas Brothers Burnin' Up song! Its so nice lah! hahaha. I know they're a boyband but their songs are just so happy and love dovey. Which is how i feel like now adays. HeeHee. :D

I'm watching this new reality game show on tv now. Its called moment of truth! Walau, the questions are so damn serious. And your suppose to answer all the questions truthfully. I don't think i could do that. I'm sorry lah i'm not truthful but sometimes its better off not knowing the truth. haha. And a small tiny winy white lie can make someones day. haha

Is money more important than telling the truth to a question like "Have you ever doubted that your wife might not be your life partner". Damn crazy right. But yet, you have the urge to know. Haha.

Anyhoo, I seriously don't what to blog about. School has been like a daze. And want things to happen but not so fast just wanna live in the moment. I want things to fall in place the way they should and not in a rush.

I'm spending more time with my other half lately. Like everyday! haha. Which i like :D. I'm starting to need him more and more everytime i'm not with him. Babe! your so addictive lah!! hahhaha. XD. Stop it, no lah jk jk.

No seriously stop it. haha.

Baby, you turn the temperature hotter
And I'm burning up, burning up for you baby
:D - Jonas Brothers

I know i'm suppose to be a sleep by now. Sorry Babe. Its 12.15am, was suppose to go to sleep 15minutes ago by order of Sean. If not he'll come to Shah Alam and teach me a lesson! >.<.

But i just had to blog babe. Again sorry.

I'm so bengang doing this prop thingy for our class MMP. I barely had time to do my work. Let me rephrase that. I had no time to do my work at all. Thank god i have pe and a free period tomorrow i can make use of. If not DIE!! Seriously, My Economics teacher is like PMS-ING everyday lah! Woman!! chillex! But i know she likes me. hahaha.

Owh, the reason why i wanted to blog was cause in the last post the title was Rukawa/Kaeda. Which has nothing to do with him cause i forgot to write anything about him XD. I know. After i finished posting it, i was like "Shit! wheres the part about Rukawa? Nevemind lah, screw it, next time"

So here i am, Next time.

Owh Rukawa! He is my good buddy! A good listening, he doesnt take up much space in bed. But the best part is he knows the right thing to say everytime. Thats cause, he doesnt say a word :D. I enjoy telling my secrets to him cause i have the up most confidence he wont tell anyone! haha. Well, duh! He's a doll. haha. Thats the beauty of him. hahahaha. It would have been much better if it was a Mitsui doll, but we all cant always have what we want now. Can we.

Anyhoo, better get off the computer and into bed. So nights! Muaxx.

You make me love you - Miley Cyrus

Yay! Finally my internet's not srewed up. I was so pissed with the connection. So slow and I couldn't go on msn. Damn bloody bengang. But now its better! Yay!

I don't know lah. I damn lazy want to blog, but i have to. Have to get back into the habbit. So i will. :D. I try lah. There's so much that happened lately. But i don't really know how to express it. So many feelings. haha. But how to type it down. Hmmm. Lets start on Friday.

Friday was a good day. It was the start of Aseri Cup. Haha. I say it like its a week long event. But sadly its only 2days. Not much teams played on friday. I think only 2groups. But i didn't get to go on the second day. Dad wouldnt let me :(. I really wanted to see Sean play and give him support. I'm so sorry babe. But still friday rocked! I had a really intense talk with Sean. Its something i don't really get to do. Haha. It was nice :)

Before i knew it, it was Saturday! My dad wanted to watch the Mummy movie. Again he asked me to invite one friend to watch with me. So guess the first person who came into my head. If you guessed Hasnul. Your absolutely wrong! That was my parents first choice =.=. I don't know why, but my parents can only think about Hasnul, its like i only have one friend to them. They like Hasnul for some reason, i think cause they think he's really polite to them. *cough cough*. haha.

Anyhoo, i invited Sean. I really wanted to see him and asked him how football went. Erm, 5 Sigma won! Big woot to them! and 2nd was 5 Omega!! Woohoo!! Go Naj! and third is the underdogs!!! 5 Rho!!!! I cant believe they got third! Awsome yall! haha. I'm sure you all played well :).

Back to the movie. It was good. But i felt like a dungu waiting for Sean alone for like 15minutes. haha. I felt like everyone was staring at me. The movie was short. It stared at 7 and finished at 8.50. After that, my parents had to buy some groceries. Parents, sheesh! Do you know they were wearing matching clothes again. So sappy. Anyways, Sean and i just went walking for awhile. Looked at a Japanese grocery store. It was awsome! Felt like home to me :D. Hahaha. No, seriously. While we were walking, we had time to bond.

Sunday, was a drag. Nothing much happened. I couldnt really sleep in. Had to help my stepmum cook for the guest that were coming for lunch. NOOOOOO! My sleeping pattern has been disrubted. =.=. Yea. So after they all left i took the opportunity to do my hobby! and watch abit of anime! hehe. Thats pretty much what i did. Boring right.

Thats all guys. See ya tomorrow!

I would give anything just to see you do what you do best :)